I already have a Tumblr, but some friends found me on it. Since then, I didn't really post much. Tumblr is a part of me that I keep hidden from the people I know. Well, it was. I felt like I couldn't write about the events going on with my life anymore. I just really hate the idea that people I actually know were able to read my inner most thoughts and feelings--my secrets. Though it may sound weird that I'm fine with strangers reading my posts and not my friends... it's because with strangers, I feel like there's someone listening to my problems without judgement. Even if they do think what I write is stupid, I really wouldn't give two shits because they don't effect my life in any way. However, with friends, it becomes much more complicating. They either don't understand, judge, question you, tell others, and so on. I've had my fair share of that before and I am not trying to have history repeat itself.
Feeling like I haven't any freedom to express my feelings is torturous.
